MY OLD SELF

Have you ever performed on stage or done anything radical before?

carmen hansen

Yes, I have on stage in a high school play. And I was in debate class too. I was a very shy gal. So, I tried these avenues to pull me out of shyness. I acted on stage for two semesters. I had a lot of fun but didn’t want to keep doing it. I went to debate class to learn how to speak up to people and to let them know what I was thinking of on each subject, and I realized I had a voice. My mother always told me I would amount to nothing. She didn’t realize how strong I was and passionate I am. Yeshua has taught me to have a voice of my own. I am strong as a warrior woman in Yeshua Ha Mashiach. I do have a lot of opinions maybe a little too much, well, maybe. Before I excepted Yeshua in my heart at 27years old. I used to do radical things to see if I was still alive. Friends would do dares for me to do, and I would go do them. Even jumping off of a bridge into the water, even though I didn’t know how to swim very well at all. Of course, I had my best friend down below to save me and she was there. Or else I wouldn’t be here. My husband and son don’t know this about the old me. I would ride a bicycle on a cliff, a rocky cliff up mountains. It’s like I tried to kill myself in a way, I guess. I did not care about much. I had a lot of pain and hate inside me. Crazy uh?! Yeshua saved me from trying to hurt myself and He sent out a lot of angels to protect me. I praise Him!!!