As many of you know, my son lives in Texas with his finance and her son and her sister. The evening before Mother’s Day was awful. I felt so alone and not loved. My anxiety was amped up big time. I couldn’t hug my son and hang out with him anymore. I guess it’s a growing up more, I have been needing to do in Yeshua/Jesus. In the depths of my being. My heart is heavy with loniness. Then one of my sweet sisters sent me a beautiful song on youtube. It was called MAMA BEAR. I will leave it at the end of my post today. That really made me feel so much better. And my son sent me a song and a text of words that were so sweet. I forgot for a moment how lonely I had been in my heart.
Then on Mother’s Day I went with my husband to a pretty cool tea and brunch for mama’s. Then later on we went to dinner out on the balcony in the shade and with a cool breeze. I liked that because it was hot out. I do see that my husband tried to make my Mother’s Day ok. My son did call me the next day and he apologized that he got too busy to call me on Mother’s Day. It was just nice to talk for a little while on the phone. I still hope he will fly home so I can have a hug and hang out with him again. I miss my buddy. Will he ever want to hang out with his mama again?! My heart is feeling alittle better now.
Right now I’m getting ready to go write and do some artwork at the ocean. To be able to spend time away from my animals, house and reponsiblites. It will be great for me to do what I please and not have to pick up after myself. I will be open to Yeshua to do more healing inside of my mind and heart. Thank you for all of your prayers and your kind words of encouragement. I so need them and I am always praying for you all beautiful sisters in Christ.
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