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SCRIPTURE SUNDAY!! ⛺⛺🤗🇺🇲🇺🇲🎉🎉 GOOD MORNING EVERYONE!! HOPE YOUR HAVING A FOOD TIME WITH YOUR KIDS THIS HOLIDAY WEEKEND!! Philippians 1:21  For to me, to live is Christ. He is my source of joy, my reason to live] and to die is gain for I will be with Him in eternity.

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I have been resting by the ocean for the last few days. I have realized that I am doing what I’m supposed to be doing in this life. I have been feeling a little out of sorts. I guess you can say out of balance. I have been taking walks on the beach and have found some awesome seashells. This morning, I walked the beach and I just stood there gazing at the white cap waves in front of me. And that’s when I heard Father God speak to me. That there are going to be some big changes coming around you, be ready for it and trust Him.

When I got back to the cabin, I got a phone call that stressed me out. So, I called my hubby and we talked about it. After we talked, I got a sense from Yeshua that everything is going to change. But this time in my life directly. That He is about to bless me abundantly. I thought what me?! I heard Yeshua speak to my heart that He is going to show me that all those years of serving others in my careers in the past and currently. That He has seen all of my efforts and love for others. And that I deserve good in my life, no more poverty thinking. Yeshua knows I will do whatever He asks of me to do for His glory and for His Kingdom.

It’s deeply hard for me to believe that I can and will be more for my Lord and Savior. As you all know I have had a life of hard knocks. And life has never been easy for me in every way. Yeshua is just acknowledging and letting me know He’s proud of me. And for me not to give up and keep trusting that He’s got a plan for me, and it will be amazing. I do feel quieter in my spirit and more in balance. I live for Yeshua every day of my life.

SCRIPTURE SATURDAY !!!!!!! GOOD MORNING WARRIOR’S FOR YESHUA/JESUS!!!!! 🤺🙏❤ We all pray and talk to Him everyday and every moment. He is good all the time, even when we can’t see it yet. 2 Corinthians 4:18 So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.” So, we focus on His promises and eternity with Him everyday, every hour and every breath we take. Remember He’s the only one that died and rose to be with us. In relationship with us all. PRAISE YOU YESHUA!!!! 🤺🙏🤺❤🤺

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As many of you know, my son lives in Texas with his finance and her son and her sister. The evening before Mother’s Day was awful. I felt so alone and not loved. My anxiety was amped up big time. I couldn’t hug my son and hang out with him anymore. I guess it’s a growing up more, I have been needing to do in Yeshua/Jesus. In the depths of my being. My heart is heavy with loniness. Then one of my sweet sisters sent me a beautiful song on youtube. It was called MAMA BEAR. I will leave it at the end of my post today. That really made me feel so much better. And my son sent me a song and a text of words that were so sweet. I forgot for a moment how lonely I had been in my heart.

Then on Mother’s Day I went with my husband to a pretty cool tea and brunch for mama’s. Then later on we went to dinner out on the balcony in the shade and with a cool breeze. I liked that because it was hot out. I do see that my husband tried to make my Mother’s Day ok. My son did call me the next day and he apologized that he got too busy to call me on Mother’s Day. It was just nice to talk for a little while on the phone. I still hope he will fly home so I can have a hug and hang out with him again. I miss my buddy. Will he ever want to hang out with his mama again?! My heart is feeling alittle better now.

Right now I’m getting ready to go write and do some artwork at the ocean. To be able to spend time away from my animals, house and reponsiblites. It will be great for me to do what I please and not have to pick up after myself. I will be open to Yeshua to do more healing inside of my mind and heart. Thank you for all of your prayers and your kind words of encouragement. I so need them and I am always praying for you all beautiful sisters in Christ.

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My husband just had his 60th birthday. Crazy uh? Well, I think so only because I’m following him in 5yrs from now. We had fun, I took him to get a pedicure. Yes, I know like I said we’re getting older. He just wanted to go hang out. So, we did, we went to Harbor Freight store. He looked around for a long while. He found a few little things. Then I told him I’ve been wanting to buy a roller creeper, it’s like a scooter for working under the car on. It goes over rocks and gravel. He actually used it the other day. He likes it a lot. I’m so thankful.

The other blessing for my hubby was that our son called, and he got to talk to him, face time for hours. We both miss our son. As we’re getting older, we really thought at least one of our young adult children would be not far when we need them. But my son had been with us helping us for years. I know that so, it’s time for him to have a life of his own. We just miss him. As my husband has healed emotionally and physically more, I thought our son and him would hang out more but that won’t happen now, maybe some other time. We have resigned to knowing our young adult children have a life separate from us and they might share a few things with us and that’s it.

As I’m getting older, I have realized that I have a voice more than I used to. I do hope my son will see and hear that from me. I will keep believing that my son will come to visit. I do like writing my books, doing art projects, doing podcasts for women and teaching the Word of God to women. It’s been an experience I never thought I would have time to do. Because of my careers before. I’m now just trying to be obedient to Yeshua and trusting Him to keep working in me and in my husband and in my son. Life is strange as it’s turning. Have you seen what I’m talking about?

So, my hubby and I are walking closer to Yeshua/Jesus individually and together. Oh, it hasn’t been easy at all. We are both still recovering from past hurts and hang ups. We both talked to our marriage counselor last visit, and we all agreed to start in the book “Boundaries in Marriage”. To start understanding boundaries together. A healthier technique. I know most of us never learned boundaries in our families. I have read all of the boundary’s books over and over again. And they helped me a lot. I got to share with others. I do wonder how well, my hubby and I wilI discuss it with our counselor. Thank you for your prayers and care for us.

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